>>55538983I never really understood idols etc and even after reading/watching a few things that explain, it didn't really get through to me for... over a decade. But after slowly watching more and more Polka over a couple years it sort of clicked, I think, maybe. I don't want her, but I want the best for her, and I want to be around to see and help lift her as high as she can go, even if just the tiniest fraction of meaningful support percentage that a kaigai zain can give. I'm just a borderline EOP ojisan at this point, but if Polka ever has a solo live or appears in an overseas event, I'll do my best to be there.