>>70363927Nope, this recent bullshit with those neighbors blasting their shitty music every day in the street just shows me im right i barely slept a total of 15 hours the past 5 days due to the stress of that. If this continues im unironically just gonna kill myself already. I had to deal with this shit for 3 years 24/7 from my upstairs neighbor. I will not deal with this shit again additionally to all the other bullshit. I already wanted to kill myself last week and barely made it through that week and now this human scum is stressing me the hell out as they feel the need to blast literally the whole street with their shitty subwoofer. If i i kill myself i will get a gun and put a bullet in my head infront of that neighbour and hopefully cause them some mental damage with that. I will als tell them they gave me the final push i needed.
>>70364275I hear their shit even with noise canceling headphones with my windows closes and these motherfuckers are like 5 houses down the street theres barely any insulation on this apartment so you even hear people talking outside and im constantly stressed 24/7 as i have phonophobia so noise causes me stress and anxiety. This shitty apartment is why i even became suicidal to begin with as dealing with the daily stress and anxiety due to the constant noise is killing me. I can deal with the chronic pain, the depression, the constant feeling of my existence being a burden on everyone and the social anxiety but i cant do that shit if i have to deal with constant stress and anxiety and never being able to relax in my apartment. I havent had one (1) single day in the past 5 years I wasn't stressed the fuck out due to this apartment and moving isnt going anywhere due to landlords having dealt with anima hoarding scum that give pet owners a bad name so they dont want pet owners, so im stuck being stressed and anxious as fuck every single day with no end in sight. Im fucking done.