>>44148054yeah, having had girlfriends/relationships in the past definitely makes it harder once you're past that point where you know it just isn't going to happen for you regardless of how much better you and your life is now than it was back then. your mind wants to dwell and live in the past but you'd literally be going backwards in your own development, just need to accept that although you'll be alone, you can at least make yourself stronger and more able in every way that matters
