>>3843084It's actually quite nice if you manage to not kill yourself during the process.
Me, that was a skin-of-the-teeth level of closeness. Probably spent three full months of every commute to work and college thinking
>I should just not turn at the sharp bend in the road and die todayand probably only didn't do it because I would imagine the funeral being sad for my family. But now I literally can never feel self-doubt again, because I fully understand the extent of my humanity.
Every day is a blessing because I already died once, essentially. You just can't feel genuine anger anymore after something like that, only annoyance at your lessers getting in your way.