>>46986443>>46986287The waiting doesn't bother me, if I know she's coming back I can wait a long time. But I'm paranoid, and negative, and it stresses me out thinking about how saru might never come back the way she was. What if the new model feels too different, and she changes how she acts to fit it, we know it's older and I loved little bratty sister saru, that might already be gone. If she sees she can take 2 month off and not lose viewers she might decide to take regular breaks now, or she puts tts back and get redeems and go all in on the zoomer crowd with all her fancy new toggles and alerts. She clearly doesn't need chat the same way she needed us a year ago, she has friends now who she would rather spend time with and can, go 2cmobths with no interaction with us, whatif we never go back to the subathon saru who wanted to spend time with us and her VIP all day. What if she sees how the others act and goes fleshtuber and scale down her lore.