>>13366461>I honest to god thought that it'd help her to know that she helped me get through something darkAs encouraging as it may seem to have changed someone's life that way, it also is a lot of pressure. They aren't streaming to improve the lives of strangers and most people probably don't want to think about how strongly they can change the fate of some people by doing something pretty innocuous, such as streaming. But it's okay.
>I'm pretty sure I'll still be cringing at this years down the line.Don't beat yourself up over things you can't change. In all likelihood the damage you did with that aka was negligible compared to what some streamers get at times. All you can do is learn from your mistakes. And as was already pointed out, leave this place if you have issues, nothing that happens here will improve it and being around here may, ironically, be the reason you only learned this now.
