>>25142313This is gonna sound pathetic but we're all anons here so whatever
I truly think this universe is disgusting and I'm only hanging on to life with fantasies about anime or fantasy. Idealized reality.
I often hope/wish that after death God will grant me access to anime girls (to have sex with them naturally). I know it's a sin to be lustful and all that, but why would he dangle such beauty in front of us? To torment us? Besides I'm fucking autistic and can never be with another person anyway, I can't form relationships.
