>>49284088>>49298018As if I’m just filling in the blanks
I simply live day-by-day
Again, while hugging my knees in my narrow room
Laughably, over and over,
I circle back to you
Your smile, your voice, my love, I would tell myself
It’s fine to just keep watching
Or so I thought
Love me please
I promise I won’t get in your way
I look through pictures I can’t erase
Ridicule me please
I could never reach you, but
I loved you with a terrible longing
Our fingers were never meant to meet; I hold my breath
From the seats, my nameless self
Simply stares at those two on stage
Now, the parts of you that I don’t know keep increasing
And as for me
My bloated heart overflowed with ugliness
The meaning of those looks; even mimicking each other’s gestures
The world inside that frame
I clumsily reach out my hand towards it
Please notice my voice
“It’s like unrequited love”
As if it were anything that pretty
I dance alone to a song that will never reach you
