>>43983565I don't understand what people mean when they say they're afraid of intimacy. Like I have fear of rejection, but intimacy, I desperately want that, I desperately want affection, and hugs, a shoulder to cry on, someone to hold and be held by. Is fear of intimacy a fear of that, or a fear of the hurt when intimacy and affection is inevitably denied to you? Also how many decades without touching another human is it reasonable to stay alive without game ending myself? I'm glad gura gets hugs from her friends. If i got to hug Gura, i'd never let go. I don't think I'll ever get to hug another human in this lifetime.
