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I swear to God I had the strangest thing just happen to me, I could've sworn I saw my oshi was doing a karaoke stream last night, but the only thing I remember was crying for about one minute before passing out.
I only woke up two minutes ago or so, which is strange, I usually wake up at like 9 AM and it's fucking 3 PM, I know I took my medicine but the dream I was having was so powerful it barreled right through that and made me sleep anyways.
It was a dream about Christmas, and how nice it was to just stay with them and never leave the warmth, whenever I tried to leave/wake up I think I saw Mumei for some reason? And then images would flash of me, well my body, but instead of my head there was a ring of small, bright fire and a void inside of it where my head would be. Occasionally I'd see my oshi with me in car rides when I was bringing my younger siblings places, like she'd be in the passenger seat and things would feel good, but then we'd get out of the car and be back at home like there was a time warp or something. And I only woke up after playing the piano in my mind until I was able to make myself in the dream fall asleep, which made the guardian(Mumei?) fall asleep too, which let me wake up.
Is, is that normal? Like, what the fuck? And was I hallucinating when I thought I saw my oshi in the first place?