>>42058122Im 39 amigo. I was a victim of abuse for 30 of those years and still dealing with the effects, shit even my psych said that my mental state at this point is like someone in their early 20s, because I was that horribly stunted.
I carry both the emotional weight of that and all the injuries I received rendering one of my legs damn near useless, Im still trying to rebuild my life after leaving all that, Im trying to learn japanese, Im going to the psych, Im doing meditations, Im going on walks as painful as they can be.
Unless youre basically a torso, its never to late, you gotta push past those feelings that wanna keep you in the dark.