>>17099070You're not bothering anyone. If you're around people that treat you like a bother, then you need to be around different people.
>get therapy I believe the best therapy is usually expressing with friends or [random] acquaintances, so I hope you're not fully banking on a certified therapist who might be tired of their job and just wanting a paycheck.
No one is supposed to deal with things on their own, anon, and there's nothing wrong with complaining. That weakness that you feel is likely tiredness from fighting against what you might need to do: express yourself. Did you not hear timestamp 16:39 of the Book of Nyanners during her milking stream?
I may have given you this clip before, but I'm doing it again:
https://vocaroo.com/12fRmN0cnoDR 