Hello chumbies
I just got back from a 3 day vacation after intentionally getting myself banned
I did physical and, more importantly, mental reps, and now I feel a lot better
If you are feeling down, I encourage you to do the same
One thing I realized:
Even if Goob comes back and starts streaming for now, she will eventually be gone for good one day
Like Marine says, you must not let your happiness revolve around one person, especially not an internet streamer that doesn't even know you exist:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EIRcUI-arkYGoob is not someone who is going to tell you this. She is someone who panics and runs away from problems instead of being an adult and addressing them head-on... it is just how her brain works.
And it's not just you, she's avoiding Hololive in general. She didn't call in for Ina's birthday, even though Ina babysat her in Japan. I think she's just tired of streaming altogether.
I don't wanna say "she's nothing special," because she is. But at the same time, she does not care about you as much as you care about her, and it's a mistake to invest so much time into someone like that.
That's all, take care