>>61662039Hard to pin down because she's in a weird place and her reactions can be so contradictory. Like when she cried over the guy who died stuck in a cave but struggling not to laugh about something serious during her ufc commentary stream. Avoidant does fit though because we see that dynamic play out in how she's reacted to people who were not so much interested in her as a friend but maybe something more. She's never really acted all that passive-aggressive with Mel and Rael but somehow, the context is different and I can only chalk that up to her own feeling's being deeper and more affecting when It's happened. People with those kinds of issues want to connect but completely on their own terms and will start to act out in ways that push the other party away. Both for a sense of control and reaffirming their sense of agency and boundaries. Her propensity for potentially dangerous stunts and even going back to roflgator's crew is in keeping with this as the risk-taking behaviors become a means of seeking an empowered and clearly defined sense of self. Yet It's born out of an inherent dissatisfaction and a degree of difficulty in regulating one's own emotional states that harries one into impulsivity.
