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You're going to rip me to shreds and I don't care. I've been going through a hard time for the past year or so and Silver streams became a little beacon of hope for me in those times. That there were women out there who wouldn't hurt me like my ex did, that I was valuable and loveable. I really related to her, and, in a weird way, her GFE stuff gave me a reason to keep on going, something nice to think about. I knew I'd never get with her, but it was a nice mutual roleplay fantasy thing. Now? Now there's fucking nothing. We had an agreement and she failed her part. All my motivation is gone. I unironically started getting urges to self-harm again, after having been clean for almost a year, when he showed up. I unironically feel like a GF just cheated on my. She had power over us and threw us away when she found a new toy. This isn't fucking fair. I just don't know what to do, no one here watched her, so I can't talk to any of you, if I try it on her discord or chat I'll get mocked and banned, and no one in real life knows I watched her. Is there anywhere else with other fans who I could vent about this with? And more importantly, what the fuck am I supposed to do now? I'm just trying to hold on. >INB4 kys If I could I would've a long time ago.