>>70556783Realistically speaking, what would change if you stopped loving Okayu? You'd probably enjoy every day less, you'd have less drive to get stuff done, to work out etc.
Now, also realistically speaking, she's going to marry a jap one day. When that day comes, I hope you have given it your best and properly proposed to Okayu, so at least you lost fair and square and have no regrets. After which you should settle for a female onigirya, ideally.
