>>17420777I go ghost and Gosling all the time, but I'm sane enough to know there's still a barrier there that can't be crossed
The healthy way to deal with it is to use it as fuel for self-improvement so you could be someone they'd take pride in and maybe love
The unhealthy way is to drown yourself in your delusions and begin the slow decent into anti territory when your fantasies are inevitably shattered somehow
