>made my comment in a txt file 30 minutes before they tweet>tested it on twitter to see if I put too many characters>test replies incase a reply is less characters than a tweet>doodle a thing on the pledge and crop it just right so they might notice it>I reply 1 minute after they made the tweet>get this rush in my head for 10 minutes straight, like they're literally reading it as soon as I posted it >Notice 500 replies to the tweet when I refresh>start seeing them reply to post later then mine>realize I wasted my time prepping, it didn't matter>1 hour mark>this weight sets inside my head, a reverse of the rush, a dam full of lead>start tweeting on my dead account about wasting my life on vtubers to noone>20 minutes left>I start posting random stuff just to see if it goes anywhere, if I'm not shadow banned>get a single view on a simple bau bau post>post something simple again>nothing>10 minute mark>literal stages of grief happening in real time>IT'S SO BAUver, FUCKING SCAMMED GOD FUCKING DAMMIT NOT AGAIN>5 minute mark>start to feel light headed, like a vampire sapped away my life essence, like I'm amost about to wake up from a dream but I can't>I blink and it's already overI'm bauing my brains out to this song
https://downloads.khinsider.com/game-soundtracks/album/gwave-2011-1st-chronicle/16.%2520Laelia.mp3goodnight ruffians
