>>61883149You can kinda train yourself to not feel sad when watching vods. You kinda just have to put yourself in the moment, and just enjoy hearing her voice. Like you know how nostalgia can be both sad and happy at the same time, it's kinda like that. It's a comfy feeling. Her voice just brings me joy, and her giggles still make me smile. Still miss her of course, but hearing her soothes me.