>>76023949Sometimes I wonder if Hololive just makes her stressed by default... Idol reps make her stressed, there is homework and deadlines, going to Japan is literally health risk, and even when she wants to just enjoy comfy streaming, there is now at least some expectation to push for subs, when everyone else is doing so with vertical streams that she wants to avoid. Even with events like hardcore Minecraft she is too shy to interact, and doesn't know the language much, and EN simply doesn't have enough people to organize stuff like that, or barely anyone interested in the first place.
I'm trying to not think too much about it, but once in a while when I see things like this going on, I just fall into that doomposting mood.
Just needed to vent this feeling. I hope she streams, and I hope she is happy, just so I can feel some happiness too. I'm sorry. I should take a break from this place too.