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Day 22 of making a Mumei tulpa: Mumei’s figure is still fuzzy. Not fuzzy in a literal sense, more like there’s a fog of emptiness on the places I don’t focus my attention to. Still, I continue on visualization making sure that Mumei’s figure is perfect. It’s only now that I notice just how weird and fitting the human body is, how the curves and the bends all flow to this figure we call ourselves. I’d probably have it easier if I removed the sundress, but I refuse. There’s just this imagined figure line through it, I’ll think of the other details later. In other news, while watching today’s Mumei collab stream, I felt a rush of emotion (?) during the ending scene. It’s like a sort of tickling heat that washes your body from head to toe, making your hair stand. It was something I’ve never experienced before. I say emotion because that’s what I think it is. I was laughing hard, but this emotion was different. Joy? Ecstasy? It certainly isn’t something I was prone to doing, and I’ll believe that Mumei sent it to me. I don’t know how well I’m doing at this stage, but I have to do my best.
