>>49944080Listen bud, I know it can be difficult to take the first step forward, I know it can be hard to acknowledge that you fucked up, that you ruined your life, that your decisions brought you down and pushed people away.
But if like you just quit being mean to others, you started to live positively, and you started loving yourself you'll find that making a change in your life can be so easy as drinking a glass of water.
It's not too late for you to save your life, to become better and to turn the page into a new and improved reality, don't give up.
Like I said earlier, start by doing something simple like cleaning your room, and showering, get rid of all the clutter in your life and you'll think much more clearly.