Quoted By:
I unironically hate you guys for introducing me to Kaneko Lumi. Up until this point I was perfectly happy just watching liggers and laughing at their stupidity and had zero desire to ever financially support them or interact with them, but that changed when I saw how beautiful Lumi is.
In the past few weeks I haven't been able to stop thinking about her, I spent money for the first time subbing to her and I actively type in her chat hoping she responds to me. I want any kind of interaction with her no matter how small or insignificant, I just want her to acknowledge my existence.
I know she hates parasocial viewers and calls them retards so I'm not going to send her a confession or anything, but it just hurts knowing I will never have her. Obviously this isn't healthy but as of now I don't see a way out.