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I think the Pomu shit just got to me because she's doing things with her life, she's moving on from a fun and silly hobby, and I've been a bystander the whole time, a spectator to the point I completely lost interest in myself and my family. A complete leech on society, a ghoul, a social vampire. I'm the kind of fucker who instantly ruins the atmosphere of any group with my miserable, cowardly body language and ceaselessly pessimistic worldview. Others who don't know me as well or think I can do better will sometimes attempt to cheer me up or offer suggestions on how to better myself but nothing ever helps. The prospect of Pomu leaving, an old fairy learning new tricks, is absolutely terrifying to me. The biggest leap of faith I will ever take is finally sucking on a shotgun.