>>10642633I’ve always wondered if I have autism but have never been diagnosed. I took two online tests a couple years ago and “passed” the threshold needed to determine if you have autism, but just by a little so I guess if anything my case would be a mild form of it. I’ve never had a job and still live with my parents, and watching vtubers is one of the few joys I have in my socially inept life. While watching vtubers has been a positive experience for me, it’s also been somewhat of a negative experience as I have trouble shaking the feeling that all of my favorites would see me as a loser if they knew me, and they’d be objectively correct. It’s strange to think the feelings of girls I’ll never meet matter to me, but they do.
