>>23205754That's kind of sad and I'm sorry to hear that, anon. Have you ever tried using spite as a motivator? It's negative energy and can eat you alive, but it's one of the most powerful motivators out there. Maybe someone said "you can't do it" or called you lazy or you see someone who's better than you that you want to beat, so you can become a vtuber and put in the work to grow, then send in an application to a corpo and get back at the person or people you're trying to spite by becoming better than them. I may not play alttp myself but I love listening to/watching the speedruns and would love it if a vtuber gave the same feel. Good luck out there anon, I'm personally rooting for you.
