>>82676648This. I have fucked someone I didn't care about and...I'm not gonna say it sucked, I'm a man, I ultimately got off in the end and it was great at the time, but once it was over I couldn't care less.
But I'll never forget the girlfriend I lost my virginity to, ever. She was short, she didn't dress great, she was an insufferable fujo (though back then I didn't know that was a word, we just called them "yaoi fangirls"), she wore pic related kind of glasses because she practically looked like a stereotype of Chinese girls. None of that mattered, when we first fucked I felt like the luckiest boy in the world. She wasn't just some random girl, she was a girl I cared about that somehow trusted a loser like me enough to let me put my penis inside her. Was the sex good? Are you fucking kidding me, I don't think it's mathematically possible for 2 virgins to have good sex. It was terrible, it was awkward, I tried to put it in when she wasn't wet enough yet, she couldn't suck dick to save her life, and I wouldn't trade the world for any of it.