>>75170547I do not know Anon, but consider the following:
Whenever your favorite yapper is offline, you can do other things than attempt suicide!
If Oli loves you even half as much as you love her, then she would probably prefer you to be allright and pursue happyness.
Work on yourself and improve your own life. Make Oli proud by becoming good husband material. No one says that this is easy, but you can do it for her!
Days without yap are still days where you can pursue your own happyness. Oli would want you to work on yourself! Even if you do not believe in yourself, you can always believe in her!
