>>68613917(3/3)
The past two days really tired me out due to the realizations. Bad timing as tomorrow will be some street festival and people will blast their bass heavy music on the whole street for hours which wil trigger my phonphobia/possible PTSD i may have due to neighbors blasting their music 24/7 in this apartment above me me for 3 years. Luckily it stopped, but i only had 2 months of quiet before the next thing started and its been 3 years since the new thing started. This is why my depression and suicidal thoughts became this bad. Not being able to rest in your apartment for 3 years does take its toll on your mental health.