>>7171130I just wanted to believe that there was a girl out there that was into all the same stuff I am, but is still straight. In the back of my head, I always knew it was a silly fantasy, but I really wanted to believe. Pomu is literally THE perfect girl. The gf fantasies are the only thing keeping me from killing myself. If there really is no hope, then why continue to suffer out my remaining days alone. In fact, just to keep the dream alive, I'm tempted to jump over to Elira, even though I know I will just be setting myself up for another crushing reveal. All fujos are lesbians after all.