>>50092518If it makes you feel better Pomu there's lots of women out there on the same boat as you.
I think it would help you if you learned to be more social by learning how others are social themselves...
Of course that's just the beggining but you get the idea, you don't have to travel to SEA and flex a wealth gap on poor women to have a wife.
If it's got something to do with your own self-steem, then trust me that the more you put yourself out there the less anxious and fearful you'll become.
Why not, at least try to get along with the girls /here/ in a non-creepy way and learn how to converse with women?