>>29489816>>29489975Would you perhaps.... nah... or maybe.... no I don't think so... unless??? you wanna see Shu's OBS cut out as he thinks he ended the stream but his audio is still recording, transmitting in contrast to a pitch black screen, you can't help yourself but stead your headphones and listen into the most personal and lowest moment of Shu's life.
You can hear him vomit again, a few more times, you hear the liquid splash and puddle on his desk, his keyboard, the floor beneath it. Shu's grasping for air, breathing slowly trying to get a hold of himself. He's teetering the balance between sobbing, crying and trying to cope with the fact his entire career thus far and forever will be tarnished by this moment. You can hear him rage, trample around, puff his chest as he hits himself in anger WHY WHY WHY you've never seen him like this before, but it's understandable, he's only got himself to blame.
"It's everywhere, on my desk, my chair, my keyboard, but hey at least I cut off the stream."
You feel, odd. Is this a sin? taking a pleasure in his misery? you had but a few seconds of thought before your introspection is cut off by another scream of anguish, as Shu realizes he only cut off the video feed, and he's still live.
And you've all seen him bare naked, figuratively. Defenseless, pathetic, vulnerable.
You can't help but feel happy as you broke him; by just being there to witness him.