>>40009505> I'll probably still mess up a lot but i'll try to not be sad about it if you are fine with that!!! Great!!! Also, I have messed up far more than you ever have so believe me when I say I can relate!!!
>Also i'm sorry if my behavior made you not want to interact with me... But i actually have lot's of fun doing things with others. I only wanted to write a little bit for /hag/ because it looked fun but people liked what i wrote and praised me and that made me happy so i wanted to do more and with others together!!! I'm sorry i ruined the mood so much for the last few days and at the end of the year... But thank you for helping me!!!Your behaviour wasn't the reason, it was more me being afraid that if I upset you, that I would have the hounds sent on me. I know your spirit and I know you write with love, so any misunderstanding we would have had wouldn't have made me afraid but rather the others reactions to "yellow woman" that would have. In other words, I love you and have no fear of you at all. I just want the best for you.
Also about the ruined mood, you didn't in my eyes. You are a wonderful person, and you do not need to place the faults of others on yourself. You remind me of a man I greatly love myself in that regard, and trust me when I say this. Do not blame yourself for the actions of others, nor blame yourself for minor mistakes when we are all humans!!! Keep up the good work you do with your love and that love will make things great!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR AND GOD BLESS YOU!!!!
