>>60104221oh yeah I completely get you. I feel either insane or empty when he's gone so you're not alone there don't worry. missing him will never not be difficult. I like it better than being indifferent though. let's hope that after all this japan thing is over, we can have him back for longer. he seems to really want to try to be present now too though which I appreciate immensely. I'm so grateful he's doing his best.
