>>52483347Now you know why you don't show your true colors to your oshi or share videos you really like with her. Now you know why you DON'T want your oshi to play your favorite game.
It's like "don't meet your heroes" but instead of being like "damn, ryan gosling is actually a huge dickhead", you're just sad they don't embrace your particular autisms.
The people who asked Pippa to play Deus Ex were SO fucking lucky she kinda vibed with it, if they caught her in a grumpy mood she would have nitpicked the game to no end and quit after 20m.
I would have needed weeks to recover from it if that happened. I would sit dead-eyed at social events just replaying those moments. 