>>63782989All of my life so far has been kinda like that, just costantly coping with things might get better after X happened but it never does... Honestly at this point i just feel like a drained battery and nothing i can do helps to recharge. I did everything i could do to get better physically as thats what i could work on rn the past few months but it seemed to have made not difference at all so at this point id just love to get hit by a truck as it would solve all of my problems at once. I just shut up and go to sleep though before i say too much again, im about to faöö aslepp on my chair anyway.
