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It's been a while since I've cried out of anything but joy but this video has me close to tears. Despite leaving comments, or chat messages, or tweets, or superchats I just feel like things are becoming hopeless and there isn't much anyone can do. I won't stop loving her or believing in her but hard to find joy right now when she's either got way too much going on in her life or she's burnt out, it's likely some of both. I can't even figure out how to get my thoughts out into this post, I just fucking miss her and I miss spending time with her. That's all I fucking want