>>15395804Wouldn't you rather be that person who casts the shadows away from other's lives? for you to shine to iridiscently that you uplift those around you?
You're beaten down and crumbled, ground to dust and forgotten. So was I.
I turned it all around, pushed away those who did harm to me and slowly through the years put myself together with the goal to become a fortress for those in my shoes too.
I hope anon, that you can put it all behind you and move past it. Reclaim the life you want, wrest it back into your control with your own hands.