>>20717637>miss one stream to see my friends so stop replying to friends asking to hangout as a resultI'm pretty sure I replied to you the last time you posted this. This isn't healthy behavior, and you should seriously take a break, go out with your friends, and have fun with hobbies you've been neglecting. The stream will go on regardless of whether you show up to them or not; the VOD will always be there for you.
It's easy for people who are 'normal' to fall into parasocial patterns because they don't understand what's happening to them. Being /here/ and constantly shitposting about your obsession is only enabling it. You have a lot of what anons here wish they had. Go out and enjoy it.
