>>65699753Yeah being a non-virgin is way worse than being a virgin. And going 15 years without touching a girl after being able to have loving affectionate sex with post coom snuggles hundreds of times, is a hell more pure and torturous than a virgin can even imagine. Sex with a condom with a hooker feels like shit, but cumming inside a girl you love while kissing her deeply as her nails dig into your back as you both cum at the same time. I want to fucking kill myself. I got over girls for like a decade, but vtubers awaked that love for girls again, and now I'm more lovely than I have ever been. I wish i was dead.