>>52852226I can't describe it accurately. I want to take care of feemsh, I want to take care of feemsh when she's sick, I want to take care of feemsh every day. It's my goal in life to take care of feemsh, but what if she doesn't need my care? I can cook, clean, cuddle, general tasks but sometimes I wonder if Im not good enough to just be her companion. If she doesn't need my care the best I can offer is just being with her but am I good enough? I love feemsh with all my heart but I'm scared I'm confusing my desire to take care of someone with genuine love. I want to take care of feemsh when she's sick but I want feemsh to be well but I still want to take care of her when she's sick.