>>2796686I think chicken is finally grasping the idea that regardless of the effort she puts, she won't catch up to the views or subs her genmates have, and that's ok.
I don't think numberfagging will ever completely go away because at its core it's an indicator of how much other appreciate the work you put and she really wants people to at least give her a chance. To see that maybe she has improved as a singer, or that if you are not into JPop weeb songs, she's covering a wider range of music and languages in her karaokes
But you don't have to be the biggest or most famous to be happy. Maybe that will come on its own, or maybe it won't. Worrying about it won't change a thing though.
Maybe that's why she's taking it easier and focusing more on herself now, taking more breaks, cooking, cleaning (my god is she wife material), and just being happy, fulfilled, and thankful for what she has accomplished.
KIARA IS LOVE, KIARA IS WIFE.
