>>47628164>Ideally Nyanon will ask instead of me and then we can post one last invite to the diksword...I really doubt that it would change anything if i asked.
>>47630357Any problems you have are valid, you shouldnt compare your problems to others, thats pointless. Same goes for comparing trauma (like some idiots did in vsj+ yesterday for vtubers) so dont do that as it just makes you feel bad. Everyones problems are valid no matter how small they might be.
I dont see myself as "Strong" in any way honestly as i see if people can adjust to any situation life throws at them, so anyone living my life would probably become like me. If lifes always been shit you get used to it and it wont affect you as much. Also as i keep saying my Sosical anxiety is weird and it only gets bad for me around people im close to or like. With people i dont know or have any relation to its easy to just automatically assume they hate me so as i see it if they hate me anyway then i dont need to worry about if im seem weird to them or something so i overthink a lot less, yet another reason its harder for me to get back into discord.
I get the feeling though, its very easy to fall back into depression and while i did get better i still have moments where depression is catching back up. It doesnt take much to drop back down which is yet another reason ive been gone from discord, i cant exactly deal with my social anxiety if i have to use my mental energy to stop myself from falling back down into the depression hole i was in. Also if this paragrah seems weird in any way blame the lack of sleep, im kinda retarded right now, just called one of my cats by the name of my first cat that died 5 years ago, so my brain is mush right now. I guess sleeping one hour and then staying up for 17 hours does that to a person.
