>>41784725No, it's more like being a pseudo-psycho, where you know what's happening isn't real and all mental but you can't grasp reality at all, so you're permastuck in this uncomfortable state of being in between both. Like sleep-walking while awake and suffering from sleep paralysis simultaneously. It's manageable but it fucks you up when you don't know what it is, fucks you up harder when you're drunk, and fucks up your anxiety when you realize you can't shut it off.