>>65436704glad i could help you a bit
i'm also super obsessed and love them to bits, but i'm really not going to kill myselves over them because it would directly affect how i enjoy their streams and think about them
its much better on my mental, enjoyment, and love for them as a whole if i watch what i healthily can
theres no prize for watching every stream live, literally nobody cares about it except yourself,
they themselves won't care either until you SC about it and be like "ive watched every stream live!!" but they probably cant even confirm that truly so naturally they'd just respond positively
anyway yea, take care of yourself, i lvoe them a lot and have a lot of delusions about them but last thing ill do is kill myself trying to watch streams