>>17502657It was a vent album, anon. Those are all feelings she has. But you've heard her laugh, known she's smiled, and seen her have genuine fun. You've seen how happy she is when performing for us.
I don't want to say much about me, but I used to be in a similar situation. I relate to how she feels.
Remember to love what you do. Otherwise, when you make it, that depression is all you'll feel.