>>10600635>In short, hoshiyomi's may seem deranged on the outside but in fact we may be a lot mentally healthier than other vtuber fans on the inside.this can sound like cope but it is legitimately my case, i tend to go all AAAAA I FUCKING LOVE SUZY I NEED HER IN MY LIFE WHY CANT I GET A GIRL LIKE SUZY fairly frequently on this board but it's a hyperbolic reaction; i don't REALLY need her, but she's a really fucking cool person for both personality and skills/talents and is genuinely inspiring to me to a degree i feel like i just wanna gush sometimes and then carry on doing my own stuff. (even though in practice i'm not doing nearly as much work as she is, but at least the drive is stronger than before in my own case)
i think as far as i'd go is sending a SC she may read where i express gratitude (i've never sent a SC before), because personally it'd be really cathartic to see someone i look up to to know how much they've impacted me, but that's about it.
love this bitch...
