>>10590057To be honest, your question might be linked to what I was pondering for a long long time. Like hell I support suisei to the ends of the earth since 2019 and even went legit gachikoi when she changed her voice. But then I realized I couldn't get what I want from her. There's no gfe, no flerts, no dere dere,
She is a Vtuber, but is instead strongly rooted in reality compared to majority of vtubers. She did mention on a zatsudan stream recently, about why she doesn't do GFE, is that she doesn't want to make gachikois when she knows it will happen when she does gfe. She says that its mendokusai when that happens, she has to keep catering to them. She also adds after that if people gachikois her on their own accord then there's nothing she can do.
Just like our name hoshiyomi(stargazers), literally mean we just gaze upon her. I believe many loyal hoshiyomi(yes including deranged ones) also feel this sense of distance. It's closer than a relationship between an Artist and Listener, but also further than the average hololive vtuber and listener. I really feel Suisei tries not to feed into the parasocial relationship. Some hoshiyomis who are less rooted in reality would need an outlet for this, which explains why you see some of us going crazy.
In short, hoshiyomi's may seem deranged on the outside but in fact we may be a lot mentally healthier than other vtuber fans on the inside.
Suisei is the best vtuber for me, she roots me in reality when I become strangely gachikoi, she makes me want to be proper human, to chase my dreams. Just like when I want to watch Suisei to escape from reality, I'll always get a slap awake. Also I might be turning M soon but it may be just my imagination.
Also, I think many of us are misunderstood, I can't speak for all of us but some of us are not actually serious but act so deranged because there people like you asking this sort of question.
tl;dr : zenbu anta no sei( It's all your fault )
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfzkyqTPafo 
