>>49861760I really want things to become somewhat normal again. I'm not saying I expect to ever get 4 streams a week on average again. I could do with 2.
What's more important is some form of consistency and peace. Feeling like she's doing well and is healthy and is enjoying it all, cause that directly transfers to how fans feel.
Right now it all feels unstable and worrysome and intrusive doomposter thoughts creep up on you the longer this continues.
