>>43105527Don't worry about comparing yourself to others, as long as you're having fun anon. I got to play card games with my roomies today
One of them involved slapping cards and I won't lie a big motivation for me to play well was that I could get slapped by them if I was fast enough . I was totally miserable asides from that for other reasons, but ngl just be happy with being single. I personally feel a lot more free being a degen yume without having to keep up appearances in front of a partner